Since writing the article on transitioning to the LitePress ecosystem in April of the 22nd year, it seems that I haven't touched a pen to write a blog post. If I were to find reasons for myself, work is too busy, time passes too quickly, and there are many other things to deal with, etc. But no amount of reasons can hide the fact that I have wasted time, resulting in a lack of accumulation, with only three articles of some value.
2022 passed by too quickly, so fast that I didn't have a grasp on it before it disappeared with the wind. Perhaps I can only review this magical and dramatic year by taking a cursory look at the photos in my phone album, the weekly reports I submitted, and the memories that linger in my mind.
Having worked for over a year, not long ago, on the high-speed train ride home, I reflected on what my technical stack is like and how much I have improved. After organizing, I realized that due to the variety of tasks I have done, I have come into contact with many technologies such as HOOPS 3D lightweight model, Vue, fineReport report development, Mendix low-code development, Grafana operations monitoring, Docker, etc. However, I have only stayed at a superficial understanding and simple application. Because of this shallow understanding, although my presentation slides are filled with content, it is difficult to explain and apply them in depth.
I can't help but feel that the problems I face and my own vulnerability are probably similar. I seem to be in a state of being lost or losing myself, wanting to do something that can produce "results" to "prove" myself, or to "enrich" myself temporarily and forget about many fears and random thoughts.
Unfortunately, even until the end of 2022, I still haven't escaped this feeling. I obtained several certificates for junior developers, but only I know that my current level of development is still very low. So perhaps in the future, on one hand, I need to solidify my foundation, and on the other hand, I need to specialize in a certain area in order to improve.
The sudden "release" at the end of the year allowed me to experience what it feels like to have COVID-19. From the onset of fever to a complete recovery, it took a whole ten days. During that time, I couldn't get out of bed for four days due to high fever, and after the fever subsided, I suffered from severe pharyngitis and had to receive intravenous fluids for another four days before fully recovering. After that, I didn't dare to engage in intense exercise for a long time, and at the same time, I found that my physical fitness had greatly declined. After undergoing rehabilitation training and adjustments, today I tried a short-distance jog and it seems that exercise can gradually become part of my routine.
I still enjoy the process of creation, the feeling of my fingertips dancing on the keyboard and the sound of the keys make me happy. However, I have also begun to have new requirements for the quality of my creative content. At the very least, I still need to produce high-quality content and avoid producing low-quality content. Perhaps that will be my goal for the next year.
In the coming year, I won't have too many expectations. I will live each day steadfastly, strive to develop healthy routines and habits, and make each day fulfilling. At least at the beginning of the year, there are already many things that keep me busy. Sometimes I burst with inspiration and work hard to create, sometimes I study hard to enrich my knowledge, and sometimes I stop to see if I am going in the right direction. It's important not to grab everything and to specialize in something. I need to write more articles, save more code, and accumulate more. I also need to exercise more and have a more positive mindset, avoiding self-doubt.
In short, I believe the future is bright. I will work hard to make each day fulfilling, frequently record the traces of time, and calmly manage my life.